Dark secrets

We all carry mysteries in our heart which we don´t even know about that exist...
Some People we meet reflect back the darkest secrets by opening theirs for you.

It´s a deep, cave in which entering is dangerous cause you might get lost...
There is joy, sadness, tremendous illness, unconditional love and a sense of non verbal bonding.
You´ll get lost. In the other Person, the Story, the setting of this dream, the perfected state in which you find each other, or was everything just yourselve.?!
We were the creator of this Drama. this Comedy, this perfectly orchestrated piece of love....We did this all by ourselves.
The other Person is never the reason of your joy, your sadness. If you are an expression of joy everybody wants to be with you.
But many times People are trying to use another as a source of happieness.
We are here to express happieness and joy but not squeeze it out of another

Expectations not met bring relationships into an unbalanced territory.
Madness stirs up, wounds burn your entire body. We are already in hell. It is just a matter of deealing with it, living in it. Sometimes we need to go through hell fires so we come out renewed and rebirthed again.
You can be free every day, but freedom scares. Its free,  it has no structure and you must take responsability from now on. You must wisely live freedom...

Ugly and bewildered, magically and light. These emotions are everything and its a question of how much you can take until emotions run you over. We are not them. They are just mere illusions, trapped secrets that blocked us until now. There is an addiction in pain and going even deeper and deeper. It creates the addiction to pleasure&pain, to sadism and masochism.
Addictive behaviors tend to get worse before they are healed finally.


By facing the shadow, going through it and the willingness to change ourselves, trusting the process, we overcome and become strong from inside out. True courage is formed.

Sometimes we got friends to our sides, sometimes the friends have to stay far away, so you can realize that you will make it by yourselve. Anything else creates co.dependency.  
Addictive relationships are based on possessive love  from one drug to another. From one Person to another, one sensation, rush, drug and event to another because ist too painful to just sit with it....

Relationships are the base of human experience to feel completeness.
To feel connected, loved and worthy, but the truth is, nobody can make us happy, save us or complete us more than we already are.

We always come to free each other. To free another from past, painful memories, help us through storms, build us up, care for another and share moments of joy, anger, laughs
Unlocking the chains of addiction and addictive behavior just hurts.
After rain comes sun...