what´s valuable

Hey everyone,

lately things are changing and transforming in lightspeed
with the new Moon in Gemini on the 13th of June our new Life changes are being brought forward one more step
There will be two eclipses coming up so things are changing around again so focus on what you want to change, how you envision your life, breathe and start the ride

Due to a wrong move, I have erased all my Blog posts since 2015.
This Blog means so much to me cause it helped me to overcome my writers block and brings me in touch with my writers nature and teaches me by just doing it.
Posts from my time in California are now lost which meant a lot to me
This loss of so many valuable posts taught me something essential-

Sometimes things that are very valuable to us and meaningful and are part of our journey,
are taken away from us suddenly and we have to learn a way of dealing and living with it....

Maybe this is teaching me to let go of my past so there is space for the future
Maybe this is showing me that it doesn't really make a difference if valuable things are there or not, Life goes on and we are in a constant learning, healing, growing, gaining, regaining
Maybe it just teaches me acceptance of loss and the transformation that is required

Another thing that I insist on - Once you see things as they are, you gotta see it as it is but not worse as it is!
If you want to take the lead on your life, then start taking the lead on your emotions and make it simple. 
As simple as possible. Operate from Love
Stop intellectualizing Love
Stop living in your head
Stop excuses
Stop hiding
Stop fantasizing about what could happen and take initiative to make it better than it was yesterday!

In order for something to change you need to change first
You need to be willing to get up
show up differently, think differently, speak differently, feel and see differently, embrace the new you, embrace your best self
More compassion, come from the heart

Transform your Life by transforming your thoughts, your actions, your words, be in sync with your emotions and focus them onto your vision

You are the creator of your life and only you can do this

If you need help, reach out and ask but stop blaiming your disease, the past, your childhood, other people the weather. Take responsability for what was, what is and watch how what will be, changes into something victorious

Now is the time for huge transformations, your transformation!
A new cycle has begun, shedding the old skin of the past seven years, walking forward in confidence, truth and authenticity
Anything you want can be accomplished once you become authentic and take responsability

Stepping into a new cycle and a poem

After the Full moon in Saggitarius and since the beginning of the year which brought pretty intense transformations, we are releasing old cycles that brought heaviness
We are making space for new, intense and enormous life changes

We are moving now into a new 7 year cycle and the things we envision for our life are easier to manifest
See the big picture, put the pieces together of the work that we have done the past years, let go of what is not in your highest alignement and move on with what aligns with you and your hearts vision

Communicate and express yourselve. See your life in different, new ways and allow to understand how to do things differently, live in new ways, make new choices to get new results for more abundance, love and inner peace

Uranus in Taurus for the next 7 years - money, settlement, home, talents, community, luxury, abundance and unexpected blessings all over

We are still working through old stuff but there is more positivity around this time. We just came out of a very cleansing cycle with Pluto which ended mids of May. Now its really time to let those old patterns, sufferings go and step into your new You, your new life and all the different options to create your best life
Stop trying to make things happen. Just make them happen 
Sometimes you have to take a step back from life and let everything unfold as things are rearranging itself now karmically

The next few days with moon in Aquarius
Observe the people in your life, observe your work, how your emotions change, detach a bit if you feel it gives you tension
You will realise how old attachments have changed and how people have changed or how you can now move on more easylie 
Find a sense of inner peace so things can fall into place. Not over night but things are going to be different from what they were
Lots of positive things going on. Value is added, hearts desires will manifest more easylie
Emotional balance, emotional peace instead of emotional control is the tone
Things will not be what they used to be. The struggle has come to an end

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Our relationships are our life
Our lifes are our relationships

WE are wheRe we Are to LIVEe our relationships
We do what we do to create memories with our relationships

We are not here to be great but authentic
We are not here to surpress but express

Sometimes too broken to heal
Other times too light to feel

Laugh and forgive
Build and emit

Move, Breathe, get out and choose
Inhale, exhale, get out and improve

Heal to be real
Feel, feel, feel

It´s time to live your love

Hey all,
thank you for being faithful readers and followers. I appreciate that here I have my secret place to share what i´m emotionally going through, heal and process my life in togetherness with you-

I have realised again, how important it is to watch your circles
The people you listen to, the people who want to advice you, what you read and listen to, everything tries to mold your reality and influence your life
This can have a tremendous effect on your behaviour and thoughts and then your life!
Those people can be anyone. Parents, friends, therapists, healers, enemies, colleagues
We need to start getting the connection to ourselves and listen only to our own hearts and get in touch with our spirit
Others have agendas too and they simply are not living our karma, our story, our feelings, they are not walking in our shoes...

Hermiting changes you and it can increase an incapability for relationships like I have at times, but you are less exposed to manipulation and bullshit from the world that clutters our inner voice
Sometimes we need to retreat from the world in order to come out reborn with new approach and outlooks for life
But we need to find balance within solitude and social engagement
A serious relationship saves you years of therapy I got told

Certainly I do not know it all and do not have the answer to everything, 
I´m just error and trial, myself
There is so much that I need to heal, work on, work through and overcome
Realising and letting go of what is not for us, is the hardest part...

I fall in Love, I realise my trust issues due to my experiences, too many expectations, I am sensitive, spiritual, loose ground at times which comes across as unreasonable and childish. 
Love never gets wise and it doesn´t need to

I´m a perfectionist, I question everything, every construct that is being told by the social norm, I question myself and others all the time
I go into temples to learn wisdom, on cruiseships, all around the world, just to make more experiences which hurt me, but teach me. 

Aren´t we all trying to make sense of life, love and what is happening through us?

It all made me richer and the more real I get, the more unreal the world gets
Maybe I went so far to rebuild my definition of it all. I had lost my believe in everything
So I am coming to a rest now. I want to become what society calls "normal",
Grounded, stabilize myself and grow roots that nurture, heal and build

My relationship to men has become deeper but also more difficult as I do not trust easylie anymore I guess everytime I meet someone whom I fall in Love with, it doesn´t work out, cause I am not the perfect Woman they see in me, and I act different than to what people think of how I am

I am who I am, healing myself in a very complex, paradox, superficial world where people are easylie distracted and expecations are high and unrealistic

There is also a lot of Love and peace in this world so let´s shift our focus on that

 I cry and I laugh about it all, since thankfully I can see the triviality of it all
I am grateful for everything, as I know that we are here for learning, growing, evolving although things feel like losses and acceptance is hard, but maybe they are actually gains....
Life is a paradox and Love is the gift we get by enduring it
Embrace it as an adventure and let it unfold in front of you
Logic is not always our best answer. Kindness is. Teamwork and keeping an open heart is
Most of the times we need to use our Soul and heart and be a bit more rebellious...