We create what we most fear of....
I got abused in many senses, many times, in many ways. Im tired of it. I renounced. I left into the temple, to hiding places and even there, it followed me. It kept on pulsating and manifesting in front of my eyes.
Its inside of me. It will never go away i guess. Thats why it represents itself outside of me, again and again.
I am the devil and the only thing I fear in the darkness is myself.
I even went deeper into it and allowed some situations others to abuse me, in full consciousness.
Now Im tired. I know how it feels to be abused fully.
Let them take away everything from you.
The dignity, the grace, the hope, the strength. Everything. Except for one Thing.
A fire deep inside of you. Burning.
Its keeping your breath alive. The only thing you have left.
Your love.
Let them destroy you fully. Beat you, disrespect you, missunderstand you, laugh about you.
There is nothing else you want to trust, see, hear or do except for keeping this fire alive.
Keeping your breath alive. Your love. The love for yourself.
The devil is not evil. He´s just doing his Job. Like God, like the angels and the decievers. Its good. They Keep the Balance.
But im out of their game. I play my own chess now. Alone. With myself, because nobody can ever understand the way I felt, feel and will feel about things in this world and the other world, where we all came from. Even I dont care anymore if anybody feels the same. Let them Play their own chess, or whatever they need to Play...
I Play breathing chess. One move after another. One tear after another.
Die slowly inside and keep on walking outside. Your fire leads you to liberation.
everything else is impermanent.
I love you. I never saw you, I just feel you are always with me and in you I trust.
Thank you for keeping my fire burning in the darkness and in the Illusion of the light.
Im ready to die. To walk. To never care again
I got abused in many senses, many times, in many ways. Im tired of it. I renounced. I left into the temple, to hiding places and even there, it followed me. It kept on pulsating and manifesting in front of my eyes.
Its inside of me. It will never go away i guess. Thats why it represents itself outside of me, again and again.
I am the devil and the only thing I fear in the darkness is myself.
I even went deeper into it and allowed some situations others to abuse me, in full consciousness.
Now Im tired. I know how it feels to be abused fully.
Let them take away everything from you.
The dignity, the grace, the hope, the strength. Everything. Except for one Thing.
A fire deep inside of you. Burning.
Its keeping your breath alive. The only thing you have left.
Your love.
Let them destroy you fully. Beat you, disrespect you, missunderstand you, laugh about you.
There is nothing else you want to trust, see, hear or do except for keeping this fire alive.
Keeping your breath alive. Your love. The love for yourself.
The devil is not evil. He´s just doing his Job. Like God, like the angels and the decievers. Its good. They Keep the Balance.
But im out of their game. I play my own chess now. Alone. With myself, because nobody can ever understand the way I felt, feel and will feel about things in this world and the other world, where we all came from. Even I dont care anymore if anybody feels the same. Let them Play their own chess, or whatever they need to Play...
I Play breathing chess. One move after another. One tear after another.
Die slowly inside and keep on walking outside. Your fire leads you to liberation.
everything else is impermanent.
I love you. I never saw you, I just feel you are always with me and in you I trust.
Thank you for keeping my fire burning in the darkness and in the Illusion of the light.
Im ready to die. To walk. To never care again
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