Addictions, our hunchbacked friends

In Life everybody is conciously or unconciously looking for an "AHA" Moment,  a spiritual moment. A deep realization, a conclusion what brings a feeling of connection to something greater.

This greater force what holds everything together. some like to call this "God". I prefer to say the universe or the source, where we all come from. 
This source, this God, the entire Universe and so this connection, is within us. It is us.
We tend to seek this connection outside through different experiences such as taking drugs for example. 
Any kind of drugs. 
Humans tend to addictive behaviors. Everything can turn into a drug.
Alcohol, chemical things, natural drugs, sex, food, everything that alters our consciousness, love, partying, shopping, money, excitement, spirituality. 
In fact, everything that gives us a moment of "unnormality", "magic"...

The most known practices besides drugs to alter your consciousness, are obviously spiritual practices such as Yoga, meditation, prayer, Tai-chi, chanting etc.

Any form of addictive behavior hinders you from growth.

By realizing and facing why one is taking drugs, or pursuing addictive behaviors, one comes into the power of changing these old self-destructive patterns.
Every extreme is addictive. 
Tending to the positive or negative.
Many spiritual people saw through their own addictive behavior and turned their addictive patterns into spirituality...at least now your existence is serving a higher purpose... 

There is something self-destructive in over-eating, shopping, the need for excitement, sex or the need for recognition of others, the need to be right, need for information, need to be better etc. 
Needs in general.
We all have addictive behaviour.
Its like a virus which unbalances the human nature.
If we would be free of all this I guess, we finally would bee in Nirvana, free from desires, flaws and negative energies that weigh us down.

Since earth is a huge School and we are all doing our earth exam, we actually have three Jobs. 
Appreciate, transcend and improve the self and the world.
The gold standard for human maturity is to realize that these three jobs reinforce each other.

A society with a System that enslaves People and weakens them, feeding them with fear, intends to control People and destroy the inner child of everybody. They love addicted people, because they are easy to manipulate.

Nature is always expanding, evolving, becoming a newer version of itself. 
We are nature too,  our Body, our cells, our Spirit, intellect, emotions, everything wants continuesly to grow, evolve and expand too. 
Transcending the old from dark into light. 
From negative into positive and the other way round. Nature seeks balance.

Life is actually physics, chemics and methaphysics put into a pot, called "mysticism", heated up, stired peacefully, put in huge Portion of unconditional love and when temperature is right, its ready to eat; ready to live!

It´s about maturing but never growing up. 
Realizing, overcoming and balancing out our addictions. which make us weak for manipulation.
Keeping your inner child alive and reinforcing it. Playing without harming.
Being vulnerable, having a sense of wonder.
Living in the moment, in simplicity, ease and grace. 
Taking responsability for everything. Your thoughts & actions.
We all create in the very moment of the now, our future. 
What you think now, is what will happen to you in the next moment, in the next days and from there on.

Take back your power, realize your addictions and drop them. Just like that.
We don´t need so much. In all respects.
Get lighter in order to become more.
Not everybody has to love you. 
Be happy for other peoples success. This will set you free.

We don´t need all these new clothes, new phones, new material items, new relationships etc
As long as you hold on and protect your self created structures, you enable yourself to grow. 
You work against your true nature which constantly wants to expand.
This is caused to certain hormones which are being released.
Either you release a "protect" hormone or you release a "growth" hormone.

I am going to India, in order to grow more into myself.
People say: "because you want to find yourself".
I believe, this search is never ending. Its a becoming, not a finding.
While people keep on trying to define me,
I will leave and experience the vastness of my imperfect self in this very imperfect moment, during monsoon time in India.
Brilliant. 
I love doing things that bring me out of comfort zones
So Bye. I love you and always will. 
Thank you

Diamonds are built under pressure

There was once a beautiful girl from far away
When I first met her I felt her magic and was awed
The more I got to know her, the more I saw myself in her...

There were similar themes we were confronted with, along our own life path, yet we were so different
I felt an underlying connection, an underlying understanding...

This girl, who is now a woman,
let her light shine so brightly, that I felt permitted to do the same

This girl, who is now a woman,
was sending out so much strength and grace, that I had no other choice to be strong and take every lesson in my life with grace

This unique being taught me through her example,
to stay in truth, radiating her own wisdom in such a confident way, that I had no other choice to act on my greatness and my truth, in confidence

This girl, who is now a woman,
has helped me through her presence and living example, how to be a woman myself, full of truthful bliss, spreading wisdom like medicine....

Thank you for making me realizing god in me and that I am worth more than I ever could have imagined
I love you very much for all that you´ve shared with me and the world
You have a special place in my heart
Keep shining

sincerely,
your star-sign-mirror

For a Tempel Goddess

Thank you for bringing me back to mother earth
Showing me through your example, the beautiful power of being grounded

Thank you for reminding me of taking always care for myself first, in order to help others
Showing me the way into my inner holy temple

Thank you for being perfectly unperfect, messy and wildly chaotic
Showing me how to to accept and love people and circumstances just the way they are

Thank you for giving your time and loving energy
Showing me how to create the magic of flying and help others to unfold their wings, too

I love you very much
Always take good care of yourself and your precious temple

This is for a person who helped me, to change myself. So I could change my life

Only a few people see greatness in you, when you can´t see it in yourself anymore...

Only a few people are willing to help you selflessly to find 
and develope that inner light in you, which has been buried over too long time...

Only a few people know how to feel the struggles you are in, 
and are willing to share from their power, so you will learn to fly again...

Only a few people will light the way, when the night is darkest, when the deepest revelations of your own soul tries to eat you alive, when you are facing the devil...

Only a few know how to guide you, so you can develope your own mastery in overcoming. 
They let you find your own inner healer, master, guru, your abundance; by silent guidance...

Only a few are able to teach you, when they are not around, by the simple, inner dialogue with them. 
They remember you about your true, silent confidence which leads your way in sincere self love.
When you remember that you don´t need anyone nor anything to be truly happy...

Only a few have so much compassion and love for your healing, that I´m crying when I´m writing this...

Only a few have understood their higher call and what is going on in the world and follow that path of salvation, 
no matter how hard it is, 
no matter how much they have to sacrifice of their individual fulfilment...

Only a few....

... I am divinely blessed to learn from one of them...

Since I am learning from that special person, my deepest wish has transformed through these deep teachings and became detached from the earthly desires I had. Realizing my personal desires became senseless, if I wouldnt put them into service for humanities healing, growth and development.
My biggest wish in my life is and will always be;

That, other people heal from egoic possessions and free their inner child again and wake up to their truth.
That, other people find their key to everlasting happiness and 
their own greatness inside of them, too. 

Regardless of outer circumstances, regardless of their past, presence, social structures and even identifications of who they are and what they do for a living. 
My wish is, that people could detach more from the current social systems to realize what is going on and will go on...
That they will find their inner happiness, which is not related to anything in the outside world.
No "great job" no fame, no other person.

That, other people find the ability to love freely, openly and sincerely with all their heart. 
Unconditionally.

I wish, that people love themselve in a non-selfpraising, snotty way, but in a silent, mature, graceful way and see this love; this divine greatness in others too and start helping each other to achieve this.

That, people appreciate earth, their precious life and use their power to create something meaningful, instead of waisting it in a society, based on short lasting Fun experiences.

Something, that helps people in their personal growth, to realize how they can make this world a better place with every thought, meaningful actions coming from a place of Love.

Something, new forms of life, which reconnect us to nature, to one another, which creates a constant feeling of deep fulfilling happiness, detached from every outer thing. 
Something, people develope compassion through,  unconditional love and bring back the values our society has lost along the way.

I continue being a part of lighting these realizations up in others, by my simple presence, voice and other creative expressions along my journey. If only one person gets what I am saying, then my life has been successful already.

People fail all the time in everything. Only when they´ve come to realize and put into practice helping others in succeeding; their own failure will disappear and they´ll succeed too...